Currently Listening Riot! By Paramore shutup if you don't like them. i don't really care at the moment. see related

---the ugly phase.

Why am I never satisfied with myself? I lose weight; not satisfied. I lose more weight; still not satisfied. Again, and never satisfied. I gain it back to look feel better; not feeling better at all. I've put my body through so much self abuse, and yet I'm tempted again. It is always the question: Am I good enough? And for what??

Obviously I haven't felt this horrible about myself since February or whatever. I'm surprised it even lasted that long.

I know I'm not exactly the prettiest, not even close but I'd love to feel like it; especially around you.

To give in, or not to give in.

Currently Listening All of the Above By Hillsong United see related

Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me

"Lift your eyes to spacious skies
Let Him chart your way to flight
Spread your wings and f l y
For the Lord, He is good"

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